Friday, November 30, 2012

Discovering Oneself

Somehow I need to discover the "Purpose of My Life," as I am now too unmotivated, and thus, I need a purpose, simply said... So now i need to find something that I feel of having a "Natural Advantage". Hopefully when I discover it, I would feel better positioned to succeed...!

Anyway, now I am referring to a specific blog that somehow suggest me to think and answer a set of questions, all 7 in total... I am not in the mood to answer those questions now, and plus, I need more time to think and choose the answer wisely; thus, I'm just going to list it out for my easy reference later... And the questions start with...

What makes me Smile?
Maybe it involves a certain thing or things that makes me couldn't stop smiling. So now I have to keep on living and looking until it appears...

What am I curious about?
And now it's about something that i am curious or eager to learn. Maybe it is something about what kind of books I have in my mini-library, or what kind of books do I search for when I'm inside the library. Something that I didn't plan to read, but eventually read it, that's a sign of curiosity, or something like that...

What do I notice?
Given example is that the mechanic notices something wrong with the car, or a speaker notices a boring speech. Well everyone should have something they sensitive about, as in in their reachable environment, and when I notice something that most people don't, it could be a sign. It is somehow a piece of life's purpose puzzle, and it's going to lead me to my answer...

What am I passionate about?
It is said that passion is the key to purpose, a sign of one's purpose. I would need to discover my passion, not create them, as passion is what you are since birth; you don't make them, it's in you, and you just need to find them...

What would I do for free?
This involves the pleasure of doing things more than the value of money I could have received. Well I think for me, it is the service of counseling people with problems. I love to listen and give advice, yet I think I haven't been doing it good for sometime now; as there are a certain incident or event that changes me, somehow. So I guess I just need to find a new one... haha...

What do others hear I say?
This time, I have to ask those who are close to me - studio-mates maybe - of what usually I talked to them about. I think I talk about mostly anything, cause usually they are the ones who starts the conversation anyway, and all I need to do is "barge in"... hehe...

What do people compliment on me?
This is the last question of the set, and it is simply about what others say I'm naturally good at. It is said that "when you spend your time doing what you do best, then you will succeed," well at least with higher chances.
Some caught me singing, and say they love it (blush blush), and some says they love my hand drawings somehow, and even watercolour painting...

And that's about it, and I will think thoroughly about those key points. If I haven't discover it yet then, I will keep studying these keys and hopefully I will eventually discover it sometime later, and begin to live on purpose... (^_^)







-AFDHAL-