~Waiting~

Sorry is the least I could do,

For the limit was casted upon me,

Watching thy drowned thyself,

Whilst hindering scars of me onto thee.

Locked up upon a stone,

And shall it remain petrified,

Until came what’s worthy,

A call of a distant prayer.

Come to me strength and will,

To treasure what is bestowed,

And keep firm the thread hold,

Pledging myself to the heavens bond.

-AFDHAL-

~Long Lost Song~

Ive been recalling the song once I loved... a song on FRIENDSHIP... pokemon actually... haha...

The magic feeling...
It's grown so strong...
Always leaves me...
To a place where I belong...
Won't go away...
Never let me down...
I've got the greatest friends...
That ever could be found...

They rush like water...
They soar like the wind...
They're always with me...
Every day that I begin...
They burn like fire...
They chill like ice...
They take on any challenge...
Make any sacrifice...

Across every river!
Behind every tree!
On top of every mountain!
They're apart of you and me!

One world!
One world... Now and forever!
Best friends!
Best friends... Loyal and true!
One dream!
One dream... Put side and side!
There's nothing we can't do!
One hand!
One hand... Helping the other!
Each heart!
Each heart... Beating as one!
We live!
We live... Always together!
Sharing the same bright sun!
You & me & Pokemon!

One world...
One world...
Best friends...
Best friends loyal and true...
One dream...
Just one dream...
There's nothing that we can't do!

ahaha... I know the word POKEMON somehow destroys the song... 
and the lyric was not in order...

Ooo GOD, help me... Guide me... so that I may not led astray...
Meet me with a friend, a TRUE FRIEND that I could trust and depend on, 
bringing me to a better life on Earth and the Hereafter...
Destined me with a LIFETIME COMPANION, that would be with me through ease and hardship, 
and always loyal and obedient, to You first and then me...

Grant us children, that follows You first, and then us... 

The offspring that we could be proud of to you...

Guide us, bless us, and grant us a life that we wanted, a blissful prosperous life that you have granted to those before us...
For all the Heavens and of the Earth, and everything that's in it is yours truly alone...

~So little I thank you~

The thread of fate was woven perfectly for me... O how little do I be thankful to God...
Alhamdulillah...

If we were to walk the same path, let it be...
Cause even if the whole world would come to end it, it shall never be broken...

And if we were not to walk the same path, then let us not prevent it...
As even if the whole world were to help, it shall never be made sturdy again...

Ya Allah... Light my path, 
like the way you have guided our fathers, and their fathers before them...
You have always guided me since my childhood days, that I've learn the sins later than everyone else, that I've never stepped my foot on those tainted places, 
and it all thanks to you...

~

~ The Fairy and Me

   Her Story ~

   Chapter 10

Just when I began to tell about how to checkout the book…

*Ding-dong-clang-clong

“The school will soon closed. Student’s still in the building please prepare to leave. We repeat… The school will soon be closed…”

( What ?! … that time already ?

But I just began to talk to him… )

“excuse me, but I have to lock the doors.

You’ll have to leave now, please.”

He nodded and began to leave.

“Good-bye. And I hope your wish comes true…”

he answered by waving good-bye to me.

( yes! ! I finally had a chance to talk with him ! )

 To be continued…

~Pengembala Biri-Biri~

Dulu waktu kecik2
aku igt lagi
cerita pengembala kambing penipu...

satu hari dia nak test penduduk kampung,
lalu jerit,
"SERIGALA, SERIGALA, TOLONG!!!"
orang kampung datang termengah2...
lalu digelakkannya,
tipu rupanya...
marah orang kampung...

keesokan harinya dia sekali lagi'
"TOLONG, TOLONG, SERIGALA!!!"
orang kampung sekali lagi datang
lalu sekali lagi digelak akan mereka
marah orang kampung...

Hari ketiga serigala betul2 datang,
Lalu dia menjerit meminta tolong...
tapi tiada seorang pun muncul,
lalu habis biri2nya...

Ketika mendengar cerita tu,
aku berfikir sendirian...
kalau lah aku salah seorang penduduk kampung,
aku akan tetap datang membantu...

pada hari ketiga,
walau tidak adapun serigala pada hari itu,
aku tetap datang...
dan...
pada hari keempat,
dan hari2 seterusnya,
aku akan tetap berlari ke ladangnya,
membawa kayu atau apa2 yg sempat dicapai,
terhegeh2 keseorangan,
kerana ingin membantu,
si penipu...

aku akan tetap datang,
walau setiap kali ditipu,
kerana aku tahu,
satu hari nanti,
dia akan faham,
kenapa aku buat begitu...

aku siap berangan lagi...
yang nnt satu hari srigala muncul,
dan aku sorg je datang,
akan aku tolong panggel org kmpg,
dan org kg percaya aku,
sbb aku bkn penipu...

pastu kitorg pun jadi kawan baik
dan dia x lagi menipu...
haha...
HAPPY ENDING~~~



Ni cerita mase kecik-kecik dulu... hati suci... haha... tapi bile da besar... I've learned that this world is not as vergin as it is... haha... I'm not sure if I've chosen the right word...

Yet... I still believe that I could get through this, by believing... and that, people could change, even if it's too late... yet when life trials came, I sometimes forget those, and sometimes, a simple reminder would be enough... huhu... I think...

and I think, I don't wanna become a liar, and I'll try my best for it... I hate liars, and anything that revolves around it... so, I'll try my best, and hold to the word:

"Perhatikanlah kejujuran. Dan apabila kamu memandang bahawa kebinasaan berada di dalam kejujuran, maka sebenarnya di dalamnyalah keselamatan...

(HR Ibnu Abid Dunya)"

~

~ The Fairy and Me

   Her Story ~

   Chapter 9

"! ! ! ???"

(He seemed very surprised. Maybe he didn’t hear me…

I’ll ask again. )

“So… you can see that book ? ”

“I suppose my heart is pure.”

( Yes ! he understood what I meant… )

“Have you read that book ? ”

( He hasn’t, but he seemed absorbed in it, so he probably wants to read the whole
thing… )

“You’re wondering whether to read the whole book, aren’t you.”

In this way I practically forced him to check out the book “The Fairy and Me”.

 To be continued…

~Life + Architecture~

Today, once again, I'm going to talk about ARCHITECTURE... well I will paste what I've found on tumblr... huhu... but I will try to minimize my text, as the things that I am going to paste are WORDS, a meaningful words of architecture that I just love... as it ANSWERED some of the questions that I've been thinking for a while once, yet I just couldn't bother more... huhu... the first one would be on the PRIDE of being an architect... huhu...

huhu... Thats about it...My lecturer, Prof Ghani used to say that ,"Architecture is a course or a PROFESSION that doesn't create human with ego, but with SUPER EGO...! So you have to learn how to control them..." huhu...
Next one, on smartness...

Huhu... I love how he answered the question... huhu... Next, the last one would be on Life of an Architect... huhu...

Huhu... thats about all... Last word,

Eat Architecture, Drink Architecture, Bathe Architecture,
LIVE... ARCHITECTURE... huhu...

~Design Life~

I think I need to dedicate my life more to DESIGN and ARCHITECTURE... It's not like I want to forget other things... Its just that I want to FOCUS more on those things a little bit more than I usually did... I've always wanted to do that since ages ago, but I couldn't, due to some unavoidable reasons... ahaha...

Well, I managed to find some interesting words on TUMBLR... well I just started tumblring, but I haven't yet get used to it... haha... well I will one day... just don't know when... huhu...
First of all... I have to know the function of my own BRAIN, or at least how it works... It is undoubtedly a general knowledge that your left brain is for LOGICAL thinking and you right side is more on dreams and creativity... or should I say IMAGINATION... huhu...

I think I am more LEFT-Brain Sided... Well, I used to "BERANGAN" so much that sometimes I didn't catch any words that the person in front of me was saying, haha... yet still I think I am left sided... more on logical thoughts, realistic, that sometimes people dislike me when I takes too much attention to details... huhu... sometimes...
It is true that ARCHITECTURE is a combination of both ART and SCIENCE... yet we have to understand that in architecture, science ALWAYS WINS over arts... If not, it would be non-build-able in this real, practical world... So I do have some advantages in that part I think...
Yet I still need to sharpen my skills for my right part of the brain called, CREATIVITY... huhu... And to tell you the truth, studying architecture in UiTM have helped me a lot in growing my creativity... well, to an extent that if I'm not here, I don't think I could... huhu...

And this process takes years of works...

After all these years of training... I still think that I don't have one thing... One of the main ingredient is missing... And it is important... very important indeed... huhu... and that would be COURAGE... the courage to be BLAMED, to be SHOUTED AT, to be WRONG, to create REVOLUTION or EVOLUTION, to create HAVOC among human minds, to trigger NEW IDEAS or a new SCHOOL OF THOUGHTS... and most important, the courage to face FAILURE and then STAND AGAIN...!!!

COURAGE is what it takes...

and COURAGE is what needs to be kept and hold firm...

I will try not to be afraid to let my new IDEAS out, and get the deal with the lecturers... cause before this, I've been thinking of keeping it all to myself, then I forgot what I've been keeping, and the BEST PART is, someone else came with the idea themselves, and the lecturers love it...

Anyway, I need to understand that, like what columbus said, "Everything is IMPOSSIBLE, until someone did it for you..." Everyone keeps on saying that if they traveled far enough, they too could found the new land (America)... Yet, they didn't... And that's the difference between them, a big one...

Something new, something different than others, might be called CREATIVE by some, or FREAKS by the others... just bare with it... New things needs time to settle down, just make sure it doesn't go beyond what it shouldn't... like playing with your God... huhu...

And the last one for today's session...

Haha... I think it is more to DESIGN that meet user needs and business success... but those are the main points of keeping your design FAR FROM ITS DEATH... unless you know the right way to do it the other way around... huhu...
So, keep on designing... and be prepared... there is a lot of other things waiting for me, so don't stop, move ahead... don't forget the past, cause that's just not me... hold firm to both, the PAST and the FUTURE... and PRESENT of course... huhu...

(^_^)V

~

~ The Fairy and Me

   Her Story ~

   Chapter 8

I came to like him, but the days passed  without any opportunity to talk to him…

Then one day the teacher held us back in class, so I was late getting to the library. When I got there, the boy was looking at a certain book on the bookshelf.

( he’s looking at “The Fairy and Me”. He seems completely absorbed in reading the book.

Maybe I can get a little closer to him… )

He didn’t notice me at all even when I came up

right behind him.

( Oh, this is a good chance to talk to him.

I’ll ask him about the book. )

So I got up my courage and spoke.

“So… you can see that book ? ”

 To be continued…

~Tainted~

"Me Lord," out of a noble mouth,

Are proof that's never to be denied,

Rotate doth the Earth as we're in its flow,

Yet hard to accept that now is morrow.

The four chambers are dying in pain

Without me aware of its brokenness and vain,

Slowly I will revive it and cure,

Till it can stand, firm and secure.

Ooo world, mother earth,

Release me from thy bond,

So that I shan’t forget,

Of what I am waiting for.

Looking to a mirror all this while, I

Unconsciously saying of what was I sigh,

Tainted is the best word could hold,

Blood spoilt is the price that was sold. 

Defiled crimson flowing through with ease,

Uncured by the corrupted piece,

Both hands roses to the skies above,

Seeking refuge of what lies hereof.

-Afdhal-

~The Time Has Come~

Enough is enough

I am afraid, im afraid

What a to do, what a to do

Upside down, turn and toss

secrets you wanting it to be

hidden shall it remain

heard by many, seen by none

waiting for no one unless hunt

I will unlock it, I will

If not today, tomorrow shall it be

Slowly uncover the secrets that was held

The slightest of bits is more than enough

The turn of time shall then play its part

Into the unknown that mends world apart

There’s a lot of things that needs returning

To each of their own master and its dame

The blooming flowers of the fifth kingdom

What use does it brings, none that I recalled

Prosperous it seems, the kings and their men

Yet could not put humpty dumpty together again

I doubted that you ever met honesty

Even if you do, you’ll just walk through

Hiding a fox under the table

How long would it last, surely ne'er forever

I could finally see what once I couldn’t

Yet taking actions is what I am unable

Too much been given yet less taken

Faulty fault but yours and mine

-AFDHAL-

~

~ The Fairy and Me

   Her Story ~

   Chapter 7

Just around when that puppy got better, something else happened… That boy appeared in the library !

( What should I do… ? Did he notice me following him the other day ? Oh gosh, what should I do ! )

I was nervous, but I continued my job putting books back on the shelves.

I finished the job and sneaked a look at him.

He seemed to be studying, which was a relief because it meant he wasn’t there for me.

I don’t know why, but from that day on he started coming to the library every day.

( He sure is a serious student… I’m starting to like him… )

 To be continued…